I feel like a confetti cannon

Oh Jeez, this was something that I never wanted to write about but I think it might help clear some things up. Strictly speaking, I’m only really writing this for one person but it might be helpful for a few of you to see. So, wtf is going on? Woah, slow down there buddy, that’sContinue reading “I feel like a confetti cannon”

I’m sorry… for nothing (Part 2)

Not too long ago, I posted this on facebook: “Something some of you should know about me: I will always feel like something is my fault and feel like I’ve upset someone even if I haven’t spoken to them all day. Don’t ask me why this happens, it just does. Even if someone is spitefulContinue reading “I’m sorry… for nothing (Part 2)”

Taking Time Out

Unfortunately, there will be times in life where you need to take a step back and take some time away. Sometimes it’s all just too much meaning we struggle with coping with everything that’s going on all at once. This explains why we often feel like we need to take some time away and be ourselvesContinue reading “Taking Time Out”

Missing Someone

Have you ever just sat there and thought “ugh, I miss that person so much.” Yeah? me too. There’s this one person in particular that I’m always missing. She means a lot to me and I hate the thought of not being able to see her. This means that I worry about her a lotContinue reading “Missing Someone”

Those pointless arguments

Ugh, I hate them. If you know me well enough then you should know that I hate confrontation. The idea of people being tense and not getting along upsets me because of the way my mind is programmed. When I argue with someone I often release everything that is on my mind and it neverContinue reading “Those pointless arguments”

Losing Someone

Whether you’ve lost an animal (pet) or a person with meaning in your life, the grieving process is very similar.  Recently, I lost a pet who was very precious in my life. His name was Jasper, you can learn more about Jasper in the following posts: My Feline Friend My Feline Friend (Part 2) AsContinue reading “Losing Someone”

My Feline Friend (Part 2)

It is with regret that I wish to inform you all that the cat featured in the first part of my feline friend (Jasper) was, unfortunately, put down yesterday after suffering a long line of complex illnesses. It all happened really quickly.  Over the course of last week, I watched him depreciate. It all started whenContinue reading “My Feline Friend (Part 2)”

I’m Sorry – for nothing

The title of this post has been quite meaningful to me for the past few months. I noticed that I seem to apologise a lot and it bothers me. It mostly bothers me because of the fact that I often say sorry for something either completely meaningless or something that is clearly not my fault.Continue reading “I’m Sorry – for nothing”

Feeling Useless

There have been plenty of times in life where I have felt completely useless due to what other people have told me or the way I think about myself. This clearly isn’t healthy and it lasted a very long time but day in, day out this is the way I felt. last year, I decidedContinue reading “Feeling Useless”

End of phase 2

So far, I’ve had an incredible time at NCS. I’ve learned so many new things. I think that phase 2 has been my favourite phase because of the holiday-aspect that it had. Even though I was only a 20 minute bus journey from home, I felt as if I was finally away. I felt reallyContinue reading “End of phase 2”