The last week of my life

I’m not going to lie, this last week has been the most unproductive along with the most productive week I’ve had in a rather long time. I have been able to paint, tidy and clean my bedroom and spend some well needed time with those who mean a lot to me. I also caught upContinue reading “The last week of my life”

‘Don’t call me up’

Ugh, here we go again. I’ve spent too much time looking too deep into a message which probably isn’t even relevant. I’m kidding, this is an issue which lies within lots of forms of entertainment in modern-day society. It’s unfortunate and it’s a taboo subject, but it’s one that has had lots of media attentionContinue reading “‘Don’t call me up’”

“Do you know what stress is?”

Woah, what’s this? A second post in the space of two days? No way! Yeah, I know, I can’t believe it either. Anyway, to the point of this story. I was recently getting a haircut (I know, how rare XD) and I have used the same barber’s shop for the last 10 or 11 years.Continue reading ““Do you know what stress is?””

My recent experience

At the beginning of the year, I made a post entitled ‘happy new year‘ and in said post, I spoke about what I will be doing this year to ensure that you guys have the best viewing experience and that I have the most efficient year. Basically, I’m going to be very busy with theContinue reading “My recent experience”

I… Give up.

Personally, I think I deserve certain things in life. Happiness is one of those things. For a long while, I have felt a little alone and down. Some of you eagle-eyed readers might have noticed this from the huge lack of posts in the last 3 weeks. I apologise but I’ve needed some time toContinue reading “I… Give up.”

C-o-n-f-i-d-e-n-t.

Recently, I have been struggling to understand why I am having difficulty with being able to say “Just go for it” and creating my own happiness by being a little bit selfish and going out there to get what I want, what I deserve. It wasn’t until recently (today, even) where it hit me inContinue reading “C-o-n-f-i-d-e-n-t.”

Ready? Set. Go.

Maybe I’m just getting the feels, but whatever the hell is going on in my head is really messing with me. It’s almost like being sandwhiched mentally between a rock and a hard place. For the last few months, I have found insane amounts of difficulty in expanding my social circle and not worrying aboutContinue reading “Ready? Set. Go.”

Back in time

So, I’ve decided to give myself some time to help myself get back on track with my mental health. It’s been a very long time coming because I’ve been putting it off in the hope that it will all come back and I’ll be ‘happy again.’ I’ve realised that that isn’t going to happen andContinue reading “Back in time”

Anxiety and Public speaking

Some of you might understand what I’m about to start talking about, other’s won’t. Whether you understand or not is up to you. There are lots of people in this world who suffer from anxiety or have had encounters with it in the past. People often helpfully inform me that they believe that there isContinue reading “Anxiety and Public speaking”