whats on your mind today?
nothing. literally nothing
these snow clouds outside are in my head too
clouding every possible thought
freezing it
and dusting it with snow so i cannot see it
are you enjoying your birthday?
i forget that its today
it doesn’t feel like a birthday
just another day
where i can’t think straight
and i just want to stay in bed
i feel good when i have company
but when i’m alone
it punches me in the chest
through the chest.
I’m alone on my birthday.
what a great way to feel
on one of the two days a year that’s meant to make you feel on top of the world.
but instead its cold and grey and icy
both inside and out.
I hope you dont mind me sharing this here, but i think its finally time to share them.
-K.
Yugen - An Emotional Blog 